Ivy. That’s what came to my mind. Good luck in your quest for a name.

My therapist told me that some of my relationships with people would change when I came out, some people would drift away, some people would get closer. So far I’ve been really lucky and everyone I care about has been supportive but I really treasure the people who’ve been actively celebrating the whole thing. But I think it’s normal to have a shift.

This is super relatable. Maybe partly that the masc energy I used to tolerate is now actively irritating to me. Also I think there are friends that actually ‘get it’, and friends that are kind but don’t really understand at all.

I have some cis women friends that go beyond acceptance, who actively celebrated my transition, encouraged me, took me shopping, taught me makeup, invited me into women’s spaces with them. I’ve been finding myself desperately wanting to be around them (and my trans friends too) rather than with the “accepting but not understanding” groups.

Esoteric Ebb. A great crpg in the disco elysium vein, but in a d&d style fantasy setting. It’s pretty great I think.

Thanks for sharing

Oh that’s cool that you can get them pre cut. I’m really glad you have been given good advice now. Wishing you all the best

That sucks girl. Cypro can have gnarly side effects at higher doses. It’s important for your liver to be able to completely clear it from your system before you take more. It’s negligent for the doc to prescribe without knowing this and informing you fully of it.

It is your doctor’s job to inform you, it’s not your fault, you were let down. I’m hoping you have it under control now.

Side note. Most pharmacies sell pill cutters that can accurately cut pills in half and quarters. Worth picking one up, they’re cheap.

Holy shit you’re so cool. Your style is goals honestly.

Thanks. I’m terrified of sugaring. Think I will buy a home ipl device for maintenance

Thanks Nikki, my prescription is on it’s way but taking longer than it’s supposed to, I can’t wait to start.

That sounds promising. Thanks.

Thank you, fucking irish genes smh.

I have hundreds of hours in CS don’t worry, it was a “takes one to know one” situation :). I also have hundreds of hours in Satisfactory because when i build a factory i wanna walk around in it and behold its majesty :). I know factorio is deeper / more hardcore, but im a sucker for the 3D in satisfactory.

All the best for tomorrow, tell us about how it went.

Also that makeup is fire.

Also is that cities skylines? Nerd! <3

I have also just started with imago after being told to go fuck myself my public health service. I’m sorry you’re going through this.

Just gonna write this in case it helps, my dose for cypro is 12.5mg every two days (so a quarter pill every 2 days). It’s really really important with cypro that your liver has time to clear ALL of it from your body before you take more. If not it begins to build up in your system and can lead to prolactinoma and meningiomas which are benign tumors in the pituitary gland and the brain.

The point of the 12.5 mg every 2 days is that by the time you hit day two you’re cleared of the dose completely so there can’t ever be build-up. This mitigates the risk almost completely. 50mg per week is roughly the same dose so in theory your liver should have enough time to clear it, but it’s not the way my doctor told me i should take it.

It’s a really potent anti-androgen, the low dose will still nuke your T levels so err on the side of caution if you’re not being supervised by a doctor. Best of luck with your journey.

I don’t want to give you unwanted advice but I have a cypro prescription and if be happy to tell you my dose and the advice I got from my endo if you want.

That androcur dose is really high girl, is that a typo?

I’m so proud of you! Amazing milestone.

Ahh got it