Either I never belonged in the remedial classes, the GED is a participation trophy, or both are true.
Bonus, I tested out of community college geometry, but struggle with online high school geometry. I mostly wanted the college class to have classroom support for the online high school classes. They refused to let me take the class because I tested out of it.
The type of people who failed you back then, they failed me too. I’m talking about now, finding someone you can try to trust and talk to. You don’t really have to worry about getting electro shock therapy now a days. You might find that your early, traumatic experiences with school and the system have given you scars you aren’t entirely dealing with, and are being made worse by your current experiences.
If might even be easier to navigate how archaic and un-intuitive the system is once you’ve had more of a chance to deal with them.
You definitely aren’t alone having had a bad experience with school, I’m sorry you are continuing to have problems when all you seem to want to do is learn.