It’s just, too much, so much bad and evil happening and I can’t take it, nor can I look away.

I use these platforms to distract from the gnawing constant loneliness I feel that never goes away.

I can’t spend more than 5 minutes without a video playing or checking some kind of media to fill the void.

I’m feeling so suicidal nowadays, but I’m stuck in this existence for the time being.

  • HubertManne@piefed.social
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    2 days ago

    its a sucky time for sure. Alls you can do is what you can do and don’t do what you think should not be done. Try to be the best you can be and try not to let the obvious future get you down. Whats funny to me is my personal circumstance would certainly make things better if they were better in a way but ultimately I could not be happy as the world is even if I was rich. The problem is how we are doing things. Our society itself would need to be more equitable overall for me to be happy no matter where I fell in it.