It’s just, too much, so much bad and evil happening and I can’t take it, nor can I look away.
I use these platforms to distract from the gnawing constant loneliness I feel that never goes away.
I can’t spend more than 5 minutes without a video playing or checking some kind of media to fill the void.
I’m feeling so suicidal nowadays, but I’m stuck in this existence for the time being.


Not sure, understand the world around me? Understand why prices are going up or if I should be concerned about war in my area.
If you’re making good use of the information, then it’s good to consume it.