It’s just, too much, so much bad and evil happening and I can’t take it, nor can I look away.
I use these platforms to distract from the gnawing constant loneliness I feel that never goes away.
I can’t spend more than 5 minutes without a video playing or checking some kind of media to fill the void.
I’m feeling so suicidal nowadays, but I’m stuck in this existence for the time being.
That’s a pretty bleak view man, there’s plenty of cheap hobbies. walking and reading for example.
Very lonely hobbies, the former leaving a lot of time to be stuck in your own head.
Join a walking group or book club.