It’s just, too much, so much bad and evil happening and I can’t take it, nor can I look away.
I use these platforms to distract from the gnawing constant loneliness I feel that never goes away.
I can’t spend more than 5 minutes without a video playing or checking some kind of media to fill the void.
I’m feeling so suicidal nowadays, but I’m stuck in this existence for the time being.


You mean people talking about Trump, Trump, and more Trump is a bit of a downer?
I’m somewhat isolated from the shenanigans by geography, so it doesn’t effect me as much, but yeah, that’s entirely reasonable.
I do think looking for something constructive to do with your time is a good idea, some type of craft or hobby.
I don’t think anyone is entirely isolated from the shenanigans by geography.