You can move past and escape your current situation through other means then suicide.
If you have exhausted all the help available and there is beyond a doubt no way forward, then make plans to leave where you are and start again somewhere else.
That being said, you have probably overlooked some available support structure or coping mechanisms.
Keep trying! I know its hard but all this will seem silly one day if you stick with it and find a way out. You will eventually find people that value you and care to be there for you.
You can move past and escape your current situation through other means then suicide.
If you have exhausted all the help available and there is beyond a doubt no way forward, then make plans to leave where you are and start again somewhere else.
That being said, you have probably overlooked some available support structure or coping mechanisms.
Keep trying! I know its hard but all this will seem silly one day if you stick with it and find a way out. You will eventually find people that value you and care to be there for you.