Assuming your name is a pun on Thoreau, I could sure go for a cabin in the woods.

But yeah. I have been promised so many times oh trust me bro this plan will work and then no it doesn’t and if I get mad about it the other person has an emotional breakdown aaannnd a year later i still haven’t been paid back.

Or even more fun, doing things to help people that cost me money, with no pay, only to find out a year or two later oh well I paid other person to do the same fucking thing.

Then they promise to make it up to me down the line and whoops that thing they promised? Oh they sold it to someone else, so sorry.

Gaslighting. So much gaslighting. I never said that. I already paid you back why are you still bringing this up? Im starting to get worried about your memory!

Its left me with extreme loner syndrome as I am so very used to every one I ever care for abusing my trust and betraying me.