It hurts I am an old man, but it hurts.

Because, as a young man I thought I could hide it and have a degnifying life.

Now I am afraid to go and renew my visa because of a war it might not get renewed and then I have to end my life, and I am afraid of that.

It is weird, I feel less scared. I think i can jump but I still don’t wanna die.

It hurts to hear a child si that, i lost everything even dignity