heyhi. something interesting struck me which i wanted to hear if yall peeps are having similar feels.
am approx. 1.5 months into hrt. horray <3
however! the evil awful disgusting evilenourmous horny feels dulled down for an entire week once already! wowie zowie 🐘🍎!
aaaaanyway- ive been having a different feeling more often. a feeling ive only had previously while… on a rollercoaster or free-fall-tower.
a light bum or floating bum feel. 🍃🌬
its always been a thing, its nothing new… i actually used to think its only in
adult word, be aware, kids!
the testicles
but no - its the entire bum i believe. when i told my friends about that rollercoaster feeling they thought weirdly of it. fair.
but now. yes now, sitting on a chair near a fan wearing… a long sleeve turtleneck… i am having it rn. and i have had it more frequently.
today my crush called me mouse which----- umm.,.,.,·,.,.,. i umm.,., reallyyyy liked…,., and and and that got me the same feeling!!! >o<
and and also now when having certain fantasies… where most of which aren’t even spicy but about
- making food for my friends
- being a mother
- being a mama type of character in general
kids watch out! somewhat adult topic !
and yea sure okay fiiiine also sometimes some… somewhat spicy adjacent thoughts … which i previously didn’t like to think of cuz i thought they are awful and disgusting and ew and such
but now im over that… somewhat… maybe. imma have to see
they feel different now.
yea thats it, no more. have u had similar feels? orrrrr am i just… idunno - discovering something that has always been there but now im more open for it?
Yeah. It’s arousal. It feels different with estradiol. It feels “right” to me, not just different. Arousal isn’t referring to sex, specifically, but to the nervous system. You’re rewiring not just medicating.