• Seagoon_@aussie.zone
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    8 months ago

    I have an embarrassing confession to make. 😔😔😔

    when I was younger I had a Cats tshirt like on PHM , I also had the album and went to the play

    in my defence I also had the ts eliot book when I was 17 years old, 3 years before the play came out

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    8 months ago

    I really don’t feel like doing art or knitting/crochet right now. I don’t want to do more cleaning or mending. I don’t want to learn music. Cooking involves cleaning and eating it or food waste. Trying to cut through hard plastic can wait.

    CW learning medical skills

    Currently learning to do a basic interrupted suture with a mattress needle on the cut skin of a banana (using tweezers in lieu of forceps and normal thread - don’t have anything like a needle holder. Maybe my mini pliers or clamps might work)…

    Mad respect to doctors because this is not easy. The peel is so soft but inflexible that it’s hard to close the cut without tearing through the skin. Don’t get injured around me folks, because this is not mastered and I don’t plan to use this. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WSYenn0tNhs

    Might learn bandaging or mix it up and try more soldering practice next time.

    I’ve been watching a lot of short form content and am trying to reverse the brainrot.

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    8 months ago

    Y’know, if America gets to have military bases in Australia, and gets to arbitrarily decide to go to war in a way that fucks us over, and gets to influence the outcome of our elections in ways that benefit them, I really reckon we should get a say in their elections, too.

    It’s only fair.

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      8 months ago

      We shall bestow upon them the blessing of compulsory voting and entirely rework how their elections are performed. Also we exile the GOP to Epstein island, with no resources and an abundance of hungry north Australian crocs.

      But really it mostly stems from the Union not properly punishing the Conferdates lol

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    8 months ago

    Usually I buy the 100 packs of generic black tea bags but I’m having some Earl Grey tea as a treat (from one of the little 10 packs).

    I got a lift to Kmart for new earbuds and checked out the tubs… the different sizes don’t nest properly, the smaller one was too tall to allow the outer lid to go on. Even without insulating layers of straw adding to the height.

    Maybe I’ll see what the big green shed offers, or if I can make something work with the miscellaneous tubs I have. Though they’re not black to hold in heat and aren’t uv safe. Cutting them will be interesting because I have a mini hacksaw and Stanley knife but no blowtorch or drill. I just spotted a pair of fuzzy buns wandering past so he does not go home when it rains.

    Otherwise I don’t know what else to do. I bought some books from the op shop but have been unable to concentrate on reading even though I used to be a big reader. Maybe I’ll go learn a random skill off youtube. idk.

    spoiler

    Things got really bad recently, I’m being referred to grief counselling and am trying to stay busy but am dying inside. Everything reminds me of my deeply loved Melbcat and I’m swinging between regrets that I didn’t try harder to save her and regrets at making her hold on that long because I didn’t know the worst of it. And regrets that I didn’t do even more to make her happy and enriched in the time we had. I just want to hug her again.

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      8 months ago

      Even if you had done everything perfectly you would still have some manufactured regrets. Our minds cling to “if i’d just” because we’re not allowed to howl at the void any more

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          You did your best and both of you still got your life together taken away. And that’s shit. It’s incredibly shit.

          You’re allowed to be upset about that. You’re allowed to be angry. But don’t you ever feel guilty or regret putting up one hell of a fight.

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      I didn’t try harder to save her and regrets at making her hold on that long because I didn’t know the worst of it. And regrets that I didn’t do even more to make her happy and enriched in the time we had. I just want to hug her again.

      You really did the best you or anyone could Melba. Please don’t second guess that.

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    8 months ago

    Drove past Moorabbin Airport just as 6 hot air Balloons were coming into land. There was one in the shape of a turtle!

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    The job stress is causing the heart issues. First day in office for 7 days and my heart was going a bit wild all day.

    Plus was waiting to see it they’d fire me.

    Hopefully these interviews this week go well.

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      8 months ago

      miss seagoon was like this when younger, she was on beta blockers 😔

      hugs and good luck with the interviews

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      8 months ago

      I hope the heart eases man. No fun at that high bpm.

      Also lol at the brollie. I’m sure the kitties appreciate it :)

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        I appreciate it man ❤️

        Today was pretty bad so I’m really hoping I make it through these interviews this week.

        It’s sort of at the point of: if I stay, I’m putting myself at risk from stress.

        But we’ll see what happens :)

        Oh the cats were happy lol

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    8 months ago

    I forget which day it is this month, but it’s 11 years sober in March 2026.

    I kinda wish I was in a more celebratory mood but I honestly dgaf at the moment.

    Yay I guess.

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    8 months ago

    Beep Beep 🚚
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    8 months ago

    Went to play Doom Eternal last night and whilst Steam thinks I have the whole thing, the game thinks I don’t have the base game. I tried refunding it so I could buy again but Steam won’t let me, so let’s hope a redownload helps

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      8 months ago

      I love that game but I’m so bad at it. My reaction time just isn’t up to scratch. Have you played Dark Ages? I’ve been thinking about getting that if it goes on sale

  • CEOofmyhouse56@aussie.zone
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    8 months ago

    I’m gonna help YL clean her room. Which means I will bend while she watches. I try to act nonchalant but when I see t-shirts hung up and dresses and nice tops go in the drawer that I have washed, there’s a little bit inside me that screams. I keep it in. It’s best that way.

    It’s her room. She can do as she likes. It’s her room she can do as she likes. It’s her room…

  • Bottom_racer@aussie.zone
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    8 months ago

    Made it down the bellarine yesterday.

    Way too much noise from the buildings next door.

    Made my mind up when there was 180 degree oasis wonderwall at 7:00am mixed with bashing scaffolding together. I am NOT doing wonderwall at that ungodly hour.

    Also the bus from g-town to queenscliff was 100% packed so I guess fuel is starting to bite. Lotta well dressed middle aged peeps. Usually there’s only a handful of people if that.

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    8 months ago

    so, uh, I guess they’re officially coming home with us now. (well, thursday)

    We’re renaming them to Samuel (Sammy) Frederick and Maxwell (Max) George because we are not fans of JKR, but it seems disrespectful to summarily dismiss those who saved their lives. Also we found out that they were literally due to be euthanised the same day as Misha before KRS found an emergency foster. His Lordship also never looks at pet rescue because it breaks his heart but for some reason he did the day they were listed - with Max looking uncannily like Misha (including, as we found out on visiting, a damaged tail)

    The world works in weird ways.

    Cerys knows something’s up as we’re doing up the dining room as a landing zone, but she’s incredibly food motivated (as is Sam) so I don’t forsee any massive problems considering they’d both sell their grandmothers for a freeze dried crocodile bite.

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    8 months ago

    It takes twice as long to get to Berwick from Belgrave by public transport, as it does to get to the CBD from Belgrave 🤯