You sound like you were the bully. I was always just wanted recess to be over. One day a asshole came along while I sitting on the monkey bars by myself of course. He grabbed and threw me off. I landed hard and broke my arm. That guy is now doing life in prison. He has been there twenty year.
At the time though they told me both sides were at fault. Didn’t care I wasn’t doing anything because of course why would some psychopath in training just come by and do that. So I got punished by having my arm broke and he just smirked at me every time I saw him until round two a few year later.