Tried cough suppressants once, took 8 pills then 4 more as the effects seemed to be weak.
OH BOY WAS I WRONG!
Suddenly, I crashed on my bed, went almost unconscious. My lungs burned like hell and I legitimately thought I was dying. Then there followed the ego death, I was 100% sure I had vanished or gone to the backrooms. Hallucinations of different book characters suddenly appeared (Death from Terry Pratchetts diskworld chronicles was funnily one of them) and as I heard his unique voice for the first time, everything went dark and wild fever dreams popped up.
I must have been living through atleast 10 different imaginary lives, each one felt real. I woke up feeling multiple decades older and puked all over myself and the bed, as the vertigo slowly went away.
1/10
would never do again, it really scarred my sense of self.
Edit: oh and apparently the dose could have been lethal so puking maybe saved me. Yeah I was kinda suicidal back then, but I‘m in a way better place now mentally and am so glad that I got to live!
The fuck kind of medicine do you guys get over the counter? I have a strong feeling these things are either completely banned in the EU or only available with a slip from the doctor. I’m also fascinated by how Americans don’t seem to question these things. The amount of Americans that straight up take narcotics before stepping on a plane is wild.
I live in a central EU country. It‘s pretty easy to OD with all kinds of drugs, that‘s why most of the abuseable pills have stuff in them that either has a laxative effect or makes you empty your stomach in the bowl if you take too many pills. That might actually have been what saved me.
But yeah America is another level with their Benzos and Opioids, 100% agreed
Tried cough suppressants once, took 8 pills then 4 more as the effects seemed to be weak.
OH BOY WAS I WRONG!
Suddenly, I crashed on my bed, went almost unconscious. My lungs burned like hell and I legitimately thought I was dying. Then there followed the ego death, I was 100% sure I had vanished or gone to the backrooms. Hallucinations of different book characters suddenly appeared (Death from Terry Pratchetts diskworld chronicles was funnily one of them) and as I heard his unique voice for the first time, everything went dark and wild fever dreams popped up. I must have been living through atleast 10 different imaginary lives, each one felt real. I woke up feeling multiple decades older and puked all over myself and the bed, as the vertigo slowly went away.
1/10 would never do again, it really scarred my sense of self.
Edit: oh and apparently the dose could have been lethal so puking maybe saved me. Yeah I was kinda suicidal back then, but I‘m in a way better place now mentally and am so glad that I got to live!
The fuck kind of medicine do you guys get over the counter? I have a strong feeling these things are either completely banned in the EU or only available with a slip from the doctor. I’m also fascinated by how Americans don’t seem to question these things. The amount of Americans that straight up take narcotics before stepping on a plane is wild.
I live in a central EU country. It‘s pretty easy to OD with all kinds of drugs, that‘s why most of the abuseable pills have stuff in them that either has a laxative effect or makes you empty your stomach in the bowl if you take too many pills. That might actually have been what saved me. But yeah America is another level with their Benzos and Opioids, 100% agreed