Sophie/ Sophia came to my mind too, Emelyn (probably too French?) Somehow I could an Amy too? 😊

Dang it, you’re right it used to be orange when really little. Now black and now purple

Honestly I haven’t tried alcohol since HRT. I rarely drink but last time I did (like 10 years ago). I was holding fine. Never tested my limits and probably never will.

Me neither but I’ll keep shining! 😊

Awesome I am so glad you can start! ☺️

Yeah. It shouldn’t have started at all at least not like this. I am Polyamourous and that not a problem for me to try but the husband (despite all his flaws) was not in favor at start so was it about self-sacrifice too? He probably would. Which means it was probably done out of fear of loosing her? maybe? He has too much pride too. And rubs some stuff in people’s nose when “right”.

But yeah it should have been something about willingness and curiosity. Communication is important and I’ve tried my best despite how bad I am about it. I’ll keep being sincere on my feelings even if have to be seen as the worst piece of garbage ever. Because at least I’ll know I would have stick my principles and I won’t hate myself for this. I’ll still feel guilty of doing any wrong to them.

Maybe I should have seen this coming but deep down I still wanted to try. Because I’m feeling a fear of missing out because all my life I always second guessed everything and this has made me miserable. For once I wanted to just go with my feelings and just try and see.

Anyway, “just” need to accept things as there are. A sincere attempt to try even if it was just us hurting ourselves at the end. My feelings won’t fade just like that. But I know that I shouldn’t try to make this work.

Yay! (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

It’s hard to keep the motivation thought. I have a more feminine voice now but no passing yet 🥲

I’ve been eating poorly and did not gain weight lately. My guess would be loss of muscle mass. So I dunno. But I’ve regained more appetite only recently. My guess would be with progesterone.

Hmm. I don’t really know personally.

I’ve encountered someone who had that and is on hrt for more than 2 years but we haven’t brought it up. It seems to me that it bothers her a bit.

I had myself this problem before I had sex (not before I was 23). There was some pain the firsts few times but now isn’t anymore a problem as it solve itself (it was pre-hrt though so… I don’t know)

Oh… Oh…

I haven’t read about dysphoria especially in the sexual way.

It makes so… much sense now. I have been well… performing for ex-wife for years and was often not satisfied wanting other forms of intimacy but almost never satisfied.

I forced myself because of love to do things in order to please.

Yeah, but my cat didn’t care when I could still see her. I miss her.

Still glad you could find the culprit and that you all can feel better 😊

I decided against AA because of things I’ve read about it (especially spiro). There were alternatives but only one could be alright with my body.

And monotherapy seemed the best course of action for me. T suppression through a bit higher E level is good enough right now.

If it was spyro it would be fine :p Having a pet dragon would be nice :3

Isn’t spiro not great at all as an anti-androgens?
I’ve heard there are better ones with lesser side effect.

Sorry the article I was talking about is in French and hasn’t been translated yet. If you still want the link I could send it.

Or might take a bit of tine and my translation won’t be perfect but I could try.

Looking great :3

Nice! Love the colors :3

Meow mrrooww mew… Eepy meow :3

From the sources that I’d read. It’s not clear that prog will help boost feminization but to me it helps and have benefits.

Here’s my take from testing. (Went from 100 mg to 200 because the pharmacy made an error and gave me more :p).

(Rectal is the best way to have the best effects, oral made me a bit eepy, and but higher “soothing” effect)

Noticeable effect for me 1 : libido (went up but could be due to external factors)

2 : breast growth increased (them again I don’t have a way to compare if I hadn’t)

3 : mood. I feel better with it in general (then again could be linked to external factors too)

4 : smell (my armpit smell changed with prog)

5 skin? I haven’t noticed much about that. Maybe a little bit of acne started but it stopped soon after.

I’m going to find the article (backed by scientific researches). I’ve read about it that sums up quite clearly what to expect or not.

Another thing about the wait of 1 or 2 years before taking progesterone is unfounded to me. Honestly I started month 3 and see only benefits on my end.

As for administration technique. I do rectal when I feel it’s “ok”. Otherwise orally with water. I use some lube for rectal administration.

As for your syndrome. I have no clue sadly.