So much easier to make executive decisions about stuff that holds no emotional attachments for you. Even if you’re not trashing something, the feelings distract and disrupt the function.
So maybe trade the job.
Or set aside the funds to pay someone, being careful not to shit on yourself for “I should be able to do it myself.” Some of the people who employ you should probably be able to do that themselves but hiring you is better. Pass it along.
NPR Morning Edition is my jam. Tells the truth, still leaves me with enough hope to go on. And PBS News in the evening.
Of course they’ll probably lose funding because the Wrong Wing sees them as a threat… Fortunately they mostly operate on individual donations, so I’ll keep sending my little bit in monthly.