Drugs. Lots of drugs.

Oh, you know. Bit of the old bipolar. My bf had a work accident. One or two of his vertebrae are fractured. He’s lucky to be alive and able to walk. Combine that with the bad stuff I’ve been doing on 196, mix in my mental health and account deletion is probably the mildest outcome of all of this.

Thank youu 😭♥️

Loutre, tysm 😭
Yeah she was pretty bad. Still gives me trazodone and escitalopram tho and I wanna try those to see if they help. She’s my med supply for now…

Thank you so much ♥️

Thank you so much ♥️. You’re so fucking kind, I don’t even deserve that, at all…
Thank you. Really. To you, to everyone here. Thank you 🩷

Loutreeee 😭
You’re such a sweetie and I really mean that ❤️. I got every one of your messages during the current and previous spirals. I really appreciate your concern. Thank you so much for being here for me <3
Love ya, girl 🩷

I don’t deserve words as kind as those. And definitely not beautiful, you’ll see once I start posting pics on my new account 😂
Thank you ❤️

Thanks. I feel like an intruder, but I guess I’m still here, so…

Thanks ❤️
I’m kinda not right now, but it’ll get better

Y’all should be angry at me. You should hate me, at least as much as I hate myself. I’m taking up space in this community that other people need and deserve…god I’m pathetic

I would say it’s less my voice and more me boymoding…

But yeah, I’m working on my voice with a professional. Should help a ton.

Thank you

I swear this isn’t a troll. I truly do have severe confidence issues along with terrible anxiety.

This is honestly just a good-ish photo and I’m definitely not passing. I still boymode in public for that reason.

It’s really hard to get out of my head. My bf keeps complimenting me, so do my friends, but it’s way too easy to dismiss them. I’m sorry this post seemed like a troll.

I will need FFS for my profile: mainly my forehead. However, reading all of these comments, I’m getting slightly more hopeful. Thank you, kind stranger 🩷

Omggg. So pretty 🩷

Honestly, this looks like an FtF transition to me 😂 You go girl!

I don’t know about the really feminine part, but it’s good to be me. I’m quite happy with the way things are going, even though dysphoria sometimes kicks my ass. I’ll try to be nicer to myself sometime…

Best of luck girlie! I believe in you 🫂

You know, I really feel happier! I didn’t even know humans could feel good by default until I started HRT. It’s like magic!

Actively working on voice training with a professional. Thank you

You’re right. And I’m guilty of neglecting my mental health, especially in the past couple of weeks.

It’s really hard sometimes, but I should at least try to remember the changes that already are instead of freaking out about other things. It really does just take a long time.

Thank you for the kind words 🩷

Also, point E? That’s really funny 😂

It’s not really Peanut anymore. It was a pretty silly nickname 😂

Thanks tho ❤️

Thanks ❤️. My whole wardrobe is from Vinted. Highly recommend it